I have to understand

In this irrational world

I have to hide in the darkness

'cause you never try to save me



He made a speech to the people

"Keep it clean"

If it was easy, I wouldn't be here now



No one held their hand to me

Nor did I want to take it

Even if I bathe in light

It's only dazzling to me

I don't want to be nihilistic

Please don't double-cross me



I don't wander, I just hide

I'm not afraid, just standing here

Nothing changes even if I fade

I don't intend to leave here

I don't intend to find right

Darkness is always next to me



You all love touching movies

Give me all the admission fees

Drunk with endless peace

Laugh at stupidity

I refuse to be manipulated anymore

I'm only able to believe in myself



Shut me out

Don't Light Up my hatred

Show me real darkness

Give me more



No one held their hand to me

Nor did I want to take it

Even if I bathe in light

It's only dazzling to me

I don't wanna be nihilistic

Please don't double-cross me



I don't wander, I just hide

I'm not afraid, just standing here

Nothing changes even if I fade

I don't intend to leave here

I don't intend to find right

Darkness is always next to me