I wish I was free of this



I see her in my dreams

Wish that she wasn't there

But she still haunts me and I still feel her breath on me

Still want to taste her skin

But I know that would kill me



No, damn her

Still, I choke on her lies

Still reeling from her last caress, her goodbye



Oh how this sickens me

This wretched fool's affair

I can't erase this from me

And now it permeates in every thought I feel

The anger writhes in my soul



No, damn her

Still, I feel my stomach turn

Choke back, hold my head high, I'm strong

No, damn her

Still, I choke on her lies

Not reeling

I'm strong



Damn her

Still, I feel my stomach turn

Choke back, hold my head high, I'm strong

(No) Damn her

Still, I choke on her lies

Not reeling

I'm strong



I wish I was free of this