When does a holding keep me locked away

No chance was given to find myself today

My time of aging wonder when I'll die

I have an escape



Alone it keeps me safe and in my home

I have to use it

To keep me satisfied until I'm gone

Don't regret the rules I broke

When I die bury me in smoke!



Under the world I wait for my fate

My bodies lying beneath my blissful state

My time of aging wonder when I'll die

I have to risk it

Alone it keeps me safe and in my home

I have to use it

To keep me satisfied until I'm gone

Don't regret the rules I broke, 

When I die bury me in smoke