It took so long to remember just what happened.

I was so young and vestal then,

You know it hurt me,

But I'm breathing so I guess I'm still alive

Even if signs seem to tell me otherwise.

I've got my hands bound,

My head down, my eyes closed,

And my throat wide open. 

Do unto others what has been done to you 

I'm treading water,

I need to sleep a while.

My lamb and martyr, you look so precious.

Close enough so I can smell you.

I need you to feel this,

I can't stand to burn too long.

Released in this sodomy.

For one sweet moment I am whole. 

Do unto you now what has been done to me. 

You're breathing so I guess you're still alive

Even if signs seem to tell me otherwise.

Close enough so I can smell you.

I need you to feel this.

I need this to make me whole.

There's release in this sodomy.

For I am your witness that

Blood and flesh can be trusted.

And only this one holy medium brings me piece of mind. 

Got your hands bound, your head down,

Your eyes closed.

You look so precious now. 

Show me something

Thought I could make it end

Thought I could wash the stains away

Thought I could break the circle if I

Slipped right into your skin

So sweet was your surrender

And you my precious lamb and martyr.

I have found some kind of temporary sanity in this

Shit blood and cum on my hands. 

My lamb and martyr, this will be over soon.

You look so precious.