也不是真的不要关心 

也不是真的不曾介意

可偏我也不是真的拒绝这一切  

只留下自己



也不是全都不理不听  

也不是真的无从继续

可每一次我都试着坚强　

都成不得已的哭泣



I'm screaming, I'm losing all of it

I'm trying to be mature someday but  

'till now it's still in vain

I'm bearing. I'm losing all of it

I'm trying to go on this path 

But you said I haven't got the jests



也不是真的不要关心 

也不是真的想尽办法任性

而你懂不懂我 懂不懂 

其实我心里都珍惜



也不是真的不理不听  

也不是硬要颠反事理

可每一次我的试着靠近  

都成了你看见的抗议



I'm screaming, I'm losing all of it

I'm trying to be prefect someday  

But 'till now it's still in vain

I'm  bearing; I'm losing all of it

I'm trying to be understood 

But you said I haven't seen it yet



I'm screaming, I'm losing all of it

I'm trying to go on this path 

But you said I haven't got the jests



I'm losing all of it

I'm trying to be understood 

but you said I haven't seen the points



I'll try it out; I'll try it out

I'm trying out sometime

Ill try it out someday





制作: 张悬，陈建良

Guitar: 狗毛

鼓/percussion: 黄宏一

Cello: 郭淑仪

录音师: 颜仲坤 Paul Yan

混音师: 颜仲坤 Paul Yan

混音录音室: 强力录音室

录音助理: 李天行，陈文骏，郑榕衔

可口Band: 张悬，狗毛，黄宏一，郑淑仪