Stockholm syndrome (+ introduction letter at begin

My Dearest,

I've missed you very, very much since that last night we were together,

and will hold that night specially in my memories years to come.

I've been turning it over and over in my mind lately.

I've read your letter through at least four times,

and will probably read it more times before I'm through.

I've been sitting here, looking at your picture, 

and getting more homesick every minute.

I've wanted that picture more than anything else I know of,

except of course, you yourself.

I keep thinking of you darling, 

keep wishing I could be home with you.

I want to leave in the worst possible way 

so I can come home to see you but,

things don't look so good on that subject.

This war has spoiled a lot of things for everyone i guess,

I've never been so lonesome in my life as i am right now.

I'm completely lost without you darling.

I never realised i could miss any one person so much,

I just hope it wont be too much longer until im able to be with you again

and live a sane and normal life...



This is the first (thing I remember) 

Now it's the last (thing left on my mind) 

Afraid of the dark (do you hear me whisper) 

An empty heart (replaced with paranoia) 

Where do we go (life's temporary) 

After we're gone (like new years resolutions) 

Why is this hard (do you recognize me) 

I know I'm wrong (but I can't help believing) 

I'm so lost 

I'm barely here 

I wish I could explain myself 

But words escape me 

It's too late 

To save me 

You're too late 

You're too late 



You're cold with disappointment 

While I'm drowning in the next room 

The last contagious victim of this plague between us 

I'm sick with apprehension 

I'm crippled from exhaustion 

And I dread the moment when you finally come to kill me 



This is the first (thing I remember) 

Now it's the last (thing left on my mind) 

Afraid of the dark (do you hear me whisper) 

An empty heart (replaced with paranoia) 

Where do we go (life's temporary) 

After we're gone (like new years resolutions) 

Why is this hard (do you recognize me) 

I know I'm wrong (but I can't help believing)