Why am I wasting my time

Why am I wasting my time

When we are meant to die

Why am I wasting my time

Why am I wasting my time

Listening to your fucking lies



It's so much harder than it seems

I left those seeds to grow in me

I did it just to make you cry

You were my reason to survive

But I refused to stay alive

I'm not ashamed of my scars

It took so long to realize

That you left me empty inside



Breathe, breathe, breathe me out

I'm pretending I'm fine

But I'm done, I'm so done

My heart is knocked down

And my feelings are numb

My love is a nightmare

I'm not allowed to wake up



That's enough

Oh God, that's enough

Cause everything I've got

Equals everything I've lost

Those tickles in my spine

Make me wanna try to turn my back

Hell no

Watch me burn alone



I'm not ashamed of my scars

They remind me

Of everything you put me through

This wind can't blow me away

Because I'm heavy with the weight

Of hating you



My Hell looks better

Than your so called Heaven

My enemies look better

Than your so called friends

Keep doing the same to me

I wanna see what will it take

To stay above this black water and breathe



What will it take

To stay above this water and breathe



Why am I wasting my time

Why am I wasting my time

When we are meant to die

Why am I wasting my time

Why am I wasting my time

Listening to your lies



Why am I wasting my time

Why am I wasting my time

When we are meant to die

Why am I wasting my time

Why am I wasting my time

Listening to your fucking lies