i've waited hours for this

i've made myself so sick

i wish i'd stayed

asleep today



i never thought this day would end

i never thought tonight could ever be

this close to me



just try to see in the dark

just try to make it work

to feel the fear before you're here

i make the shapes come much too close

i pull my eyes out

hold my breath

and wait until i shake...



but if i had your faith

then i could make it safe and clean

if only i was sure

that my head on the door was a dream



i've waited hours for this

i've made myself so sick

i wish i'd stayed asleep today

i never thought this day would end

i never thought tonight could ever be

this close to me



but if i had your face

then i could make it safe and clean

if only i was surethat my head on the doorwas a dream to