Dying hope, visit me in the flesh,

Another noose wrapped around my neck.

Your helping hand is all I need

To pull the ground out from underneath.

No will to live, I'm tempting fate.

I feel most alive confronting death,

But life goes on with no escape.

Don't wait for me, I'm here to stay.



Point that gun, press it to my head.

Deathless blood, suck it out from my neck.

No one's gonna miss me when I'm gone,

I'm killing time but I'll live on.

Nowhere to run, it's not too late.

I'll end my life at my own pace.

Holding on, I take the pain.

Don't wait for me, I'm here to stay.

To the afterlife I will never know

With a fixed blade knife held up to my throat.

On immortality I will overdose,

All this you can read in my suicide notes.



Kiss my scars, taste them on my breath,

Stealing time from the suspense.

Come Judgment Day I've one last request:

Please hold my hand as I harm myself.

No will to live,

(Nowhere to run.)

I'm tempting fate.

(It's not too late.)

I feel most alive

(I'll end my life)

Confronting death at my own pace.

But life goes on, holding on,

With no escape I take the pain.

Don't wait for me impatiently,

I'm here to stay.



To the afterlife I will never know

With a fixed blade knife held up to my throat.

On immortality I will overdose,

All this you can read in my suicide notes.



Still I wait...