Divine  security,  heartfelt  certainty

But  my  faith  was  soon  turned  to  doubt

When  everything  around  me  fell  apart

A  broken  foundation

No  unity  remains,  I  was  abandoned

Left  alone,  put  away,  God  forsaken

The  downfall  of  my  faith

The  peace  and  safety  fades  away

A  glance  towards  the  sky

So  unreachable  without  signs

I'm  drifting  towards  the  unknown

The  solitude  surrounds  me

And  the  loneliness  drains  my  strength

Old  memories  dawns  upon  me

Your  light,  your  warmth

My  God,  my  God

Why  have  You  forsaken  me

When  I  need  You  the  most

Where  are  You  to  find?

My  faith  in  You  has  vanished

I've  tried  long  enough

You  seem  further  away  than  ever

Will  I  ever  trust  You  again?

Tears  of  bitterness

The  broken  hope  within

Is  this  what  You  promised  me

The  day  I  gave  my  life  to  You?

A  wish,  a  longing  towards  the  sky

But  still  encircled

By  Lucifer's  freezing  shadow

God  if  You  really  exist

Illuminate  the  path  that  leads  me  back

Thoughts  penetrate  my  mind

Words  from  the  past  come  to  life

A  light  from  above  melts  my  callous  heart

The  Lord  is  good  to  those

Who  seek  and  wait  for  Him