I know you so well so well

I mean I can do anything that he can

I've been pretty

I know you're somewhere somewhere

I've been trapped in my mind girl just holding on

I don't wanna pretend there's something we're nothing

I've been stuck thinking 'bout her I can't hold back

I'm in pain wanna put 10 shots in my brain

I've been tripped by some things I can't change

Suicidal same time I maintain fuck this thing

Get a phone call

Girl that you fuck with killed herself

How is it someone when nobody help

And ever since then man I hate myself

Wanna fucking end it

Pessimistic

All wanna see me with no pot to piss in

But niggas been excited 'bout the grave I'm digging

Having conversations about my haste decisions

Fucking sickening

At the same time memory surfaced through the grapevine

But my uncle playing with a slipknot

Post traumatic stress got me fucked up

Been fucked up since a couple months they had a nigga locked up

I be feeling pain I be feeling pain just to hold on

And I don't feel the same I'm so numb

I be feeling pain I be feeling pain just to hold on

And I don't feel the same I'm so numb

I know you so well

I mean I can do anything that he can

I've been pretty