For so long I have lived with this affliction

For so long I cant forget

In my heart I am burdened by temptation

To understand is to regret

I bow to no one, I'd fucking die for my beliefs

But this is senseless and no one cares if you believe

I fall beneath you, the crushing wave of my defeat

Has stirred within me, another tide of apathy

The coffins closing

the maggots feast on my decay

I'm slowly drifting, into this hole that I have made

It feels so cold, without you here

I am drowning in pools of blood

Fuck you and fuck your sorrow

You left me here to fucking drown

As her screams fill the silence

As her warmth returns to cold

Will you bleed for forgiveness as I drive this dagger home

In the wake of transgression, in the coldness of despair

They will mourn for your ending

And for the life that you became

Lets make a toast, to all your friends

They will witness your final breath

This is the last, I fucking love you

Before I end your fucking life