I wasn't sure if I should stay or go

I had covered for you for way too long

This isn't how it's supposed to be

And it's taken it's toll on me

I'm so disgusted with myself

You told me they'd  never find out

They wouldn't care, they wouldn't believe me

I hope you let me sleep tonight



You creep up on me when she's not around, not around to save me

Why can't you just go away

What if I can't forget anything, everything

What if I wait here, what if I stand here waiting



I'm falling apart

You made me lay there hopelessly

I couldn't scream a word, I couldn't push away

If this is what you need to get off, I'd hate to see what's next for you

Are you disgusted with yourself?

She'd have you slaughtered and hope you burn in hell



You creep up on me when she's not around, not around to save me

Why can't you just go away

What if I can't forget anything, everything

What if I wait here, what if I stand here waiting



You mother fucker I hope you burn in hell

I hope you know what you've caused me

You are the one that's ruined me.