I am hatred, seeping blood 

The rain, the flood, the grief 

I am rage, becoming flesh 

A dismal, ravaged life 

This is pain: a wall of tears 

And my tears are my truest friends 

This, my heart: a dying sun 

A flower fading to black 



Oh, God...why have you forsaken me? 



In this darkness called my mind 

The waste you left for me

I'm your shit; your verbal smut 

Your twisted world, recapped 

This is you: your lifeless soul 

Your sick and fucked-up lies 

In my world, your love is death 

Your disease; your skin that burns 



Oh, God...why have you forsaken me...? 



You tied my limbs and buried me alive 

And piled this frozen mud 

You watched me die with lustrous eyes 

As all your words grew stale 

You mocked my care and stained my mind 

You yearned for me to fail



Oh, God...why have you forsaken me...?