Oh my god, wish I was thin

Wish I was vain on more human being

I'm just like them

Stuck in the dirt

I am a victim of my own self-worth



And now I wanna take it back

I wanna take it back

I wanna take it back

To when I was so dumb and so innocent



Oh my god, wish I was black

Wish I had soul and my music attacked

I am so white, shine like the sun

Just like we've been counting down to the one



And I wanna take it back

I wanna take it back

I wanna take it back

To when I was so dumb and so innocent



Oh my god, wish I could think

Wish I could do something smarter than sing

But I'm just a face

Painted in mud

Don't try for perfect it's never enough



I'm just hanging with my head down

I'm just hanging with my head down

I'm just hanging with my head down

I'm just hanging with my head down



I wanna take it back

I wanna take it back

I wanna take it back

To when I was so dumb and so innocent



Oh my god, wish I was dead

Wish I could turn off the noise in my head

Oh my god, wish I could breathe

Not fair I want some monstrous screams

Oh my god, wish I was numb

The weight on my back didn't feel like a ton

Oh my god, wish I could pray

Believe in the words your religions all say

Oh my god, wish I could swim

Cause I'm gonna drown in depression again