Sentenced to a motionless existence 

grieving on a comatose state endlessly 



Revolting and pathetic being without any perception

but my mind is still lucid

paralyzed languishing in complete atrophy

I have mouth but I cannot scream



Bodily covered with decubitus plagues 

abandoned to degrade 



Surrounded in disgust with insects and flies

they crawl on me

I can feel then, my wounds are pulsating

whole invade by grubs



Devouring from within

consumed rupturing innards

in bloated organ lacerations breeding



Limbs are crashing and releasing all the body fluids

gastric juices're erupting from my stomach

gastric juices're erupting!

I'm self-digesting from within

agonizing but still breathing I will wait my end



Wallowing in my grief

my last hope is to get killed rapidly



My mortal blow is so

so extremely close death is well accepted 

breaking up my pitable existence