I miss you now



I guess like I should have missed you then



My body moves



Like curtains waving in and out of wind



In and out of windows



I can't untangle, I can't untangle



What I feel and what would matter most



I can't get close and I, I can't get close



And now there's just no point reaching out for me



In the dark, it won't be easy to find relief



In the dark, I'm just no good at giving relief



And I'm not proud that nothing will seem easy about me



But I promise this



I won't go my whole life telling you I don't need



But I promise this



I won't go my whole life telling you I don't need



I'll tell you now



I guess like I should have told you then



The thunder moves like damn drawers slamming in my frame



Slamming in my framework



I can't untangle, I can't untangle



What I know and what should matter most



I can't get close and I, I can't get close



And now there's just no point in reaching out for you



In the dark, I'm just no good at giving relief



In the dark, it won't be easy to find relief



And I'm not proud that nothing will seem easy about me



But I promise this



I won't go my whole life telling you I don't need



But I promise this



I won't go my whole life telling you I don't need



But I promise this



I won't go my whole life telling you I don't need



But I promise this



I won't go my whole life telling you I don't need