Incarcerated by my fear, paranoia

 I'm condemned to live a wretched life

 Confinement in a sterile world isolation

 Disconjunction with society

 Boiling my food to exhume the parasites

 Diet infectious

 Water flowing through, filters for distilling

 Organisms infesting

 Oxygen tanks, a breathing apparatus

 Perpetuates vitality

 Beleaguered by repulsion of defilement

 Functional disorder of the mind

 Obsessive aberration of absolute purity

 Neurotic compulsion

 Accursed affliction

 Gnawing lamentation

 Deteriorating intellect

 Distortion of perception

 Self proclaimed diagnosis

 Drastic resolution

 Self prescribe a red hot slug

 White knuckle pistol grip

 Load the chamber, hammer cocked

 Jam the barrel in my mouth

 Need a reprieve from my misery

 Unrelenting anxiety

 All I ask is one final plea

 .44 caliber brain surgery... surgery

 [Leads Sykes, Reilly]

 Purgatorial euphorium

 Banish my affliction

 Lead forged entry wound, exempting me from

 Melancholic psychosis

 Cybernetic annihilation

 Finally set me free

 Released from my coma, denied death's crushing jaws

 Prolonged tortured existence

 Informed by physicians, an amateur lobotomy

 Deprived of an autopsy

 Psychotic abortion

 Grey matter negated

 Premeditated remedy

 Procedure of extremity

 Thought I had a master plan

 .44 in my hand

 Assassination was my goal

 Polluted filthy world a loathe

 Suicide with no success

 Abolished my obsessiveness

 Propelled the cure emphatically

 Change convictions radically

 Practising without a degree

 .44 caliber brain surgery