Conscious all day

Cautious in my own way

Coincidence seems oh so

Strange and my actions

Are estranged

Unconscious but still awake

Things that are by chance

Seem to always break



"I never knew I could map

Out my life

Destined to live each and

Every day

Aware of what will come

Deep down inside I do have

All the answers

My misfortune

My burden in life

Is to know what will come

Nothing comes undone

Predict and prevail

That's me...."



A skilled mechanic

The artificer of destiny

An inner panic of knowing

What will become of me

Predict the Future and my

Eyes the only ones to see

A heavy burden of endless

Possibilities

Misled by god, endowed

Immense Qualities



Imprints of guilt, A repenting

Soul inside of me

My own misfortune

A lack of capability

A great success

Or a minor Probability



A wound that will never

Leave a scar

A pain that won't go away

You still don't know who

You really are

Wise words gone astray...



Every choice, every thought,

Every step, stumbling in my own feet

Every word, every sentence,

Every line, everyone comes

Undone