Here I sit and watch my world come crumbling down

I cry for help but no one's around

Silently screaming I bang my head against the wall

It seems like no one cares at all



Always an emotion, but how can I explain-how can I explain

Kind of like the scent of a rose, with words I can't explain-

The same with my pain

Caught up in emotion-goes over my head-goes over my head

Sometimes I got to think to myself is this life or death.

Am I living or am I dead



The clock keeps ticking, but nothing else seems to change

Problems never solved-just rearranged

And when I think about all the times that I've had

Some were good-most were bad



I search for personality and look for things I cannot see

Love and peace flash through my mind-pain and hate are all I find

Find no hope in nothing new-never had a dream come true

Lies and hate and agony-through my eyes that's all I see



If I'm gonna cry-will you wipe away my tears?

If I'm gonna die-Lord please take away my fear

Before I drown in sorrow-last thing that I'll say

How will I laugh tomorrow-if I can't even smile today

Today today-when I can't even smile today

Today today-when I can't even smile today



How will I laugh tomorrow-when I can't even smile today

How will I laugh tomorrow-when I can't even smile today