From the day my eyes first open 

Voices inside started speaking 

Lullabies like faded memories of an Eden in eternal spring 

Where at will colors reappear, where creation blooms in rejoice 

Dodging away its mourning mantle 

In horizon ablaze the sun shone 

On those mourning themselves, slowly given back their senses 

Given courage to hold on longer and a goal to breathe for 



Feeling a presence, yearning for fairy hands 

To steer the dormant soul back to life again 

Remote heaven, like an island by all lines bypassed 

At times seen drifting in the horizon to disappear 



A mere glimpse was enough to reopen the wound 



Sorrows held within all want out at once 

All day sleepwalking 

Daydreaming over a memory 

A star around which all thoughts revolve, 

Worlds feeding on its light, 



Stars fell from the skies, by this marvel overthrown 

At last breathed life in, from mire raised 

With its clouds the skies darkens 



Flogged by the wind, howling heavenward 

To keep away storms marching in 



Then the sleepwalking resumes, while the anima sleeps 

Chews its way to the core, worming within the domain of dreams 

Beckoning refuge, until the worm wiggles in its sleep 

In lust for this life again, this constant cycle of hopes and despairs