Like worthless meat and bone

I lie in wait

that one day I will wither away



Does anyone realize that they are nothing

Are they so blind?

How the fuck does it feel anyway

to ignore the disease of life

I have never been able to understand

the discomfort and pain of this putrid existence...

this ugly form called humanity

How can you even live with yourself



I don't want to see the light of another day

constantly waking to aching bones

cold skin and corrosive thoughts



No... its essence is suffocating

and degenerating...

breeding contempt for your pathetic excuse of being...