If  ever  words  were  spoken

Painful  and  untrue

I  said  I  loved  but  I  lied

In  my  life

All  I  wanted

Was  the  keeping

Of  someone  like  you

As  it  turns  out

Deeper  within  me

Love  was  twisted  and  pointed  at  you

Never  ending  pain,  quickly  ending  life  --

(Chorus)

You  keep  this  love,  thing,  child,  toy

You  keep  this  love,  fist,  scar,  break

You  keep  this  love

I'd  been  the  tempting  one

Stole  her  from  herself

This  gift  in  pain

Her  pain  was  life

And  sometimes  I  feel  so  sorry

I  regret  this  the  hurting  of  you

But  you  make  me  so  unhappy

I'd  take  my  life  and  leave  love  with  you

I'd  kill  myself  for  you,  I'd  kill  you  for  myself  --

(Chorus)

No  more  head  trips