I'm  suffering  from  depression  

The  anger  turned  within  

What  do  I  gain  for  all  my  pain  

Perhaps  a  seat  in  heaven  

Don't  do  what  you  want  

Do  what  you're  taught  is  right  

Your  life  is  built  on  paranoia  and  guilt  

Don't  forget  your  valium  tonight  

The  agony  I  must  endure  

My  mind  is  painful  and  swells  

The  punishment  for  what  I've  done  

Is  forever  the  pains  of  hell  

How  come  what  is  natural  

Has  to  be  a  sin  

Why  would  God  give  me  this  urge  

If  I  cannot  give  in  

They  say  don't  give  up  

That  Jesus  loves  me  

I  went  down  into  my  basement  

Confused  and  depressed  

Put  Black  Sabbath  on  

Razor  blade  in  hand  

A  Wilkinson  I  think  

Ten  slashes  on  each  arm  

My  only  wrongdoing  

Was  being  born  human  

And  following  my  instincts  

I  never  was  happy  

I  never  was  sane  

So  I  shall  be  extinct  

The  growing  pool  of  crimson  

At  last  I  am  pure  

Witness  my  sanguineous  penance  

I  don't  need  anyone  

My  soul's  been  set  free  

Death  is  total  independence  

Stand  up  straight  

Stomach  in  

shoulders  back  

sound  off  

Angry  Neurotic  Catholics  

It's  a  sin  

Angry  Neurotic  Catholics  

It's  a  sin