black  &  white  -  seahaven

she  said  "why  is  it  that  you  cannot

seem  to  cough  up  a  reason  as  to

why  you  threw  me  into

the  winter  to  freeze?"

i  said  "i  cannot  deliver  to

you  a  simple  answer,

for  it  is  far  too  complex  for

my  complex  to  conceive.

i  just  let  you  go,  to  let  you  go.

i  rain  away,  found  drugs.

i  don't  think  you  deserve  what  i  was.

and  more  importantly  now,

what  i  have  become."

so  now  you  say,  you  say,  you  say...

"don't  you  know  that

i  am  exactly  what  you  wanted?

and  still  am  what  you  want,

and  what  you  need.

but  you  seem  to  have  forgotten,

the  promises  you  promised,

where  you  do  not  forget  about  me."

you  chase  the  time  apart  with  alcohol

and  a  fresh  vibrant  flame.

though  i  do  question

the  value  within  the  hue.

while  i'm  held  in  the  arms  of  a  friend,

nearly  drank  myself  to  death,

i  spill  of  how  it's  always  been  about  you.

then  that  morning  we  made  the  sweetest  love.

i  walked  you  outside  to  watch  the  sun,

as  it  rose  to  resemble  you  and  i.

days  later  the  moon  shone  upon  your  lies.

so  now  i  say,  i  say,  i  say

"don't  you  know  that

i  am  exactly  what  you  wanted?

and  still  am  what  you  want,

and  what  you  need.

but  you  seem  to  have  forgotten,

the  promises  you  promised,

where  you  do  not  forget  about  me."

hurry,  hurry,  hurry  like  i

scurry,  scurry,  scurry  away.

hurry,  hurry,  hurry  before

i  get  carried  away.

hurry,  hurry,  hurry  like  i

scurry,  scurry,  scurry  away.

hurry,  hurry,  hurry  like  i

i  get  carried  away.

"don't  you  know  that

i  am  exactly  what  you  wanted?

and  still  am  what  you  want,

and  what  you  need.

but  you  seem  to  have  forgotten,

the  promises  you  promised,

where  you  do  not  forget  about  me."