I wonder if you can see 

I wonder if you can tell 

I wonder if you see through the mask I wear so well 

I'll never let you know what's going on inside me 

My shame, locks me down 



All the things I wanted to tell you 

Are all the things I never will 

Ever time you reached down to me 

All I did was put you away 

I can't unchain the thing that screams inside me 

I hate it, its what I am 



It makes me sick a piece of me 

Of what I've been and what I've seen 

From top to bottom 

I am obscene 



You smile at me, I smile back 

You ask me how I am 

I tell you that I am fine 

I don't know why I'm so torn up inside my mind, the darkness, it swallows me hole 



It makes me sick a piece of me 

Of what I've been and what I've seen 

From top to bottom 

I am obscene 

It stands in my place 

It spits in my face 

Its shame shame 

its shame 



At least I don't lie 

At least I don't lie 

I look at myself and say "man you doing just fine, you're doing great" 

I'm not liv'in in a lie 

Not liv'in in a lie 



Or am I? 



It makes me sick a piece of me 

Of what I've been and what I've seen 

From top to bottom 

I am obscene 

It stands in my place 

It spits in my face 

Its shaaaaaaaaaaame 



Don' go to deep 

Don't ask me why 

Don't try to know me 

Don't make me lie 



I wish I didn't know the things I don't know well 

I'm trying to change, but its what I am 



It makes me sick a piece of me 

Of what I've been and what I've seen 

From top to bottom 

I am obscene 

It stands in my place 

It spits in my face 

Its shame shame 

Its shame shame 



Not liven in a lie 

Am I? 

I'm Not liv'in in a lie 

Am I? 

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