crushing  grief  (no  remedy)  -  neck  deep

she's  dressed  in  blue  and  black  again,

sometimes  red  or  yellow  dress,

she  can't  seem  to  make  up  her  mind,

a  shed  of  light  is  hard  to  find.

she  was  too  cool  for  me  to  catch,

or  was  i  too  slow  and  second  best?

i  always  knew  this  day  would  come,

i've  got  some  things  to  get  off  my  chest

this  whole  thing's  open  to  conversation,

but  i'm  not  holding  my  breath  about  it.

i'm  sick  and  tired  of  all  your  bullshit

when  all  it  is  who  can  scream  the  loudest.

and  it's  funny  how  the  time  it  flies

and  the  people  how  they  change,

you  know  it's  funny  how  you  changed...

crushing  grief

there  is  no  remedy,

the  mess  you  made  of  me,

sleep  with  the  enemy  and

i'll  miss  that  old  routine  we  had

get  high,  have  sex,  get  high  again,

i  know  you  wanted  more  from  me,

it's  something  i  could  never  be

this  whole  thing's  open  to  conversation,

but  i'm  not  holding  my  breath  about  it.

i'm  sick  and  tired  of  all  your  bullshit

when  all  it  is  who  can  scream  the  loudest.

and  it's  funny  how  the  time  it  flies

and  the  people  how  they  change,

you  know  it's  funny  how  you  changed...

this  whole  thing's  open  to  conversation,

but  i'm  not  holding  my  breath  about  it.

i'm  sick  and  tired  of  all  your  bullshit

when  all  it  is  who  can  scream  the  loudest.

and  it's  funny  how  the  time  it  flies

and  the  people  how  they  change,

you  know  it's  funny  how  you  changed...

crushing  grief

there  is  no  remedy

the  mess  you  made  of  me,

the  worst  i'll  ever  be.

i  started  looking  past  the  point

that  you  were  always  best  for  me,

i've  fought  my  way  through  all  of  this,

i've  learned  and  loved  and  fell  apart

i  came  through  unscathed,

albeit  betrayed,

but  fuck  playing  safe,

i  won't  let  you  get  the  best  of  me