Tell me why I stand here again

 I cannot seem to make up my mind

 And now I'm right where I wanted to be

 But still I find it hard to smile

 

 I wait for the euphoria to come

 Maybe I've got it all wrong

 

 I'm stranded

 On the fields of life

 No

 

 Not again, I said to myself

 But there you were and shook me around

 Dragged me out from the cave in my mind

 A place I wanted no one to find

 

 Destiny has always had a way with me

 Opened up my lying eyes and made me see

 

 I hope you hear me

 When you come too near me

 I don't know how to handle desire

 

 On the fields of life

 I don't know where to go

 On the fields of life

 I don't know where to turn

 On the fields of life

 

 I don't wanna loose what I have found

 A light in the darkness around

 

 Why can't I let go of the fear

 And let all my doubt disappear

 I depend on the balance divine

 Always so hard to combine

 

 I hate the insecurity inside of me

 I will always be my biggest enemy

 

 I will always fear me

 Cause when no one steer me I will go

 Into the fire alight

 

 On the fields of life

 I don't know where to go

 On the fields of life

 I don't know where to turn

 On the fields of life

 I don't wanna die alone

 On the fields of life