eye'm sorry

eye'm ugly

all that i am

and i can never live up



eye'm failing

eye'm angry

afraid of the ways

they pretend to be us



its fuct up

eye'm different

wurdz remain

my only escape



art saves

all of me

evolving



and now you're walking away!!!



eye'm so afraid

and now you're walking away



eye'm so ashamed

and now you're walking away!!



(voodoo spell)



[II.]



my mistake

was trusting you



blood pigs

with creating my fate



with poetry

and suffering



i cannibalized

every ounce of my pain



eye'm still afraid

everyday



these greedy worms

- they devour my plagues



eye'm not your slave

eye'm conquering

you see me rise



& now you're walking away!!!



eye'm not ashamed!

and now you're walking away!



eye'm not afraid!

and now you're walking away!!



[bridge & tunnel]



you can't hurt me anymore

you can't hurt me anymore



fed from the wound from

which we were bled



vomiting filth in

our soft cave heads



chewing on tissue,

tendon and fat



destroying the things

they do not understand!



tyrant.

betrayer.

parasite.

traitor!!



....and still u feed them

....and still u need them



eye'm sorry

eye'm ugly



dangerous

can't describe it enough



eye'm failing

eye'm angry



i use my fear

to empower my hate



eye'm fuct up

eye'm different



wurdz remain

my only escape



art saves

all of me

evolving



and now you're walking away!!!



eye'm not ashamed

and now you're walking away



eye'm not afraid

and now you're walking away!



and now you're walking away!

and now you're walking away

and now you're walking away



(voodoo spell)



my mistake!

was trusting you!



blood pigs -

with creating my fate!



with poetry

and suffering

i cannibalized....

every ounce of my pain



eye'm still afraid everyday

u still suckle my plagues

eye'm not your fucking slave

so why you walking away?



blood pig!

why you walking away?