I think I've been wrong in this family affair

It's been too long that we got used

to everything unfair

I'm out there trying to put on the charms

But inside I'm crying

when I remember how you cut your arms



And I just hope its gonna last

The drugs they give you

are something I don't trust

Just like in the past



Everyone is not stable

we all got our ups and downs

They gave you a label

and pills to make you drowse

I do not trust them coz I've seen you fall

what's there to discuss

when you almost lost the will to live at all



And I just hope its gonna last

The drugs they give you

are something I don't trust

Just like in the past



Almost twenty years of fighting

for your health not too exiting

And I know there's so much more that I could do

But you just never give up,

hope that one day you will live up

And regain what belongs to nobody else but you