And  back  to  these  cold  shitty  days  in  Portland,

Wishing  I＇d  never  come  across  your  face,

Laying  by  the  memories  of  things  unspoken,

Scared  by  thoughts  of  your  father,

Made  me  look  over  the  flaws  of  your  nature.

Laying  on  your  back  became  your  only  escape.

You  feel  so  old,  used,  but  not  yet  broken,

Not  to  think  you  have  it  all  together.

I  never  planned  to  carry  your  burdens.

But  this  child  was  a  mistake.

I  knew  from  the  moment  I  stepped  off  that  plane,

We  had  no  future.

How  come  your  dreams  are  always  so  bitter?

And  who  knows,

Maybe  one  day,

You  will  know  my  name.

You  still  return  to  the  same  skylines,

That  leave  you  broken.

Cheap  talks  with  even  cheaper  company.

Keeps  the  days  turning  into  nights.

You  lay  awake  crying  cause  your  child,

Carries  my  name,

While  I  regret  ever  making  you  apart  of  my  life.

Sadly  enough,

This  song＇s  not  to  hurt  you,

Just  to  show  the  world  that  I＇m  free.

I  knew  from  the  moment  I  stepped  off  that  plane,

We  had  no  future.

How  come  your  dreams  are  always  so  bitter?.

And  who  knows,

Maybe  one  day,

You  will  know  my  name.

You  will  know.

You  will  know.