in my bed of black roses

where i dream secrets the back of my eyelids keep



so you wanna believe all the things you've been told

and all the promises that you won't grow old

in the life made up of strings

being pulled by secret beings

and now i know my falls and fights that brought me here

of things that seem to disappear you can't understand my sane nightmare



in my bed of black roses

where i dream secrets the back of my eyelids keep

in my red scar and bruises

it's only my beginning

and i have the feeling i'll go

down my own road



everyone still walks with fear in their lives

past the place where these stars go to die

street lights filter through my blinds

knowing life's a real short time

and now i shake the hands of all my old enemies

ignore the threat of bad disease

i choose the road ahead i please



in my bed of black roses

where i dream secrets the back of my eyelids keep

in my red scar and bruises

it's only my beginning

and i have the feeling i'll go



if this is what she wants

this is where i am

this is where you want

this is where i stand

i stand alone

alone



in my bed of black roses

where i dream secrets the back of my eyelids keep

in my red scar and bruises

it's only my beginning

and i have the feeling that i'll go 

i'll go down my own road



bed of black roses

where i dream secrets the back of my eyelids keep

in my red scar and bruises

it's only my beginning

and i have the feeling i'll go 

where ever it is i want to go