Thrown away everything 

challenged hope, challenged fate 

fuck the world, fuck my place 

like it matters 

point your fingers at me, 

contest my integrity, 

question my honesty, 

don't even try it 

feed your life to someone who cares 

nothing, no one, do it myself 

one fist in the gold, 

one foot in the grave, 

one fist in your face, 

destroying 



so sick of believing 

feels like i'm eating myself alive 

so sick of, existing 

feels like i'm dying 

feels like i'm eating myself alive 



never asked for a thing, 

made myself, made my way, 

on my own, trustworthy 

i've never strayed 

my drive is fueled from the core, 

opened mind closed the door 

confidence to the bone, 

to the marrow 

feed your life to someone who cares 

nothing, no one, do it myself 



one fist in the gold, 

one foot in the grave, 

one fist in your face, 

destroying 



so sick of believing 

feels like i'm eating myself alive 

so sick of existing 

feels like i'm dying 

feels like i'm eating myself alive 



cleanse me, to wash away, drowning myself, 

drowning myself in the waves 

cleanse me, to wash away, drowning myself, 

drowning myself in the waves 



so sick of believing, 

feels like i'm eating myself alive 

so sick of, existing 

feels like i'm dying 

feels like i'm eating myself alive