I can't free myself of the suspicion

for your motives on your mission

some people live for the rules

I live for exceptions

can't take part in the deception

but I know just how it feels

to wanna blow the world away

just to get to what is real

it won't work cuz

everybody grinds to a halt now and then

everybody's game gets salt then again

no matter what the papers say, they're normal as they come

bodyguards, ball of wax, the hide behind the gun

they get a panic pulse when they are so far from home

to me that is the reason to continue to roam

exhilaration mix with the people skunk blazing

checking out the shows that are sadly unamazing

Hostile apostle, who are you following

negative energy that you're swallowing

some coked out malcontent

who's soul is up for rent

victim of lost soul, hostile apostle

Unlimited in time and space and nearest universal

light is what we're reachin for, it's not rehearsal

follow this around, follow this hustle

makin use of everything, movin' all your muscle

Angry human leads impressionable boy

to skulls and piercings and will to destroy

all of your heroes speak nothing to me

one emotion, one tempo, and no real feeling

In this field we are the presence of the thoughts you're missin'

keepin' positive intact from all the people dissin'

open your eyes, look at who you're kissin'

if you can't hear it people, just listen

Hostile apostle, who are you following

negative energy that you're swallowing

some coked out malcontent

who's soul is up for rent

victim of lost soul, hostile apostle

Angry human leads impressionable boy

to skulls and piercings and will to destroy

all of your heroes speak nothing to me

you don't have to be a prick just to be heavy

Chaingin' all the time we changin' all the same

change in this life and this eternal flame

warm in the sun, refresh in the breeze

glow in the stars, blossom in the trees

livin' through life in infinite extent

spread undivided, operate unspent

no high, no low, no great, no small

build and bound, connect and equal all