Today I woke up screaming

I can't believe it's true

Not much left for crying

For this childish fool

I drift away from my pain

Seventh frikin time

Mind in my delusion

I believe I'm dry to cry

I'm running my delusions

As far as I can take

Agony is falling

But, insanity's delayed

I crucify my social life

I'm making it for real

Purify my ecstasy

Can't believe it's truly me

Caught up and drained, 

In the eye of the storm

I'll fade away with the anger I hold

My dreams are denied

I can't find a place where I belong

I'm lying to myself

And it's weakening my sight

Open up my troubles wide

But, the feeling is not right

I'll get away from my pain

By talking to myself

Waiting for my fears to break

I have nothing more to share