Savouring the dusk of dreams

The bittersweet evasion

Of the pain of awakening

Oh why are those golden meadows

So enticing?

Yet I know that I must surrender

To the insomniac dawn

And I know

That I must return to the shell of

My earthbound spirit



Savouring the truth inside

The bittersweet evasion of the pain

Of remembering

Oh why are those golden meadows

So enticing?



Frozen in time - a gift from above

Or just another moment closer

To the end

Another way to tear myself open

Where is home and who to believe?

Where's this road leading?

Is it just fate that I am thrown from

The depths of the Earth

To bare mountain tops?



And maybe I'm the fool

For taking my own path

Well I walk alone if I must

But maybe one day I'll find

My own golden meadows

Amongst those words

I thought would fade in time

But now I know: they've become

What I am... And they'll just scream

And never leave me again

They'll be mine forever, unforgiven...