Plunged in bitterness,

Seduced by an ocean of disconcertment

Carrying an everlasting smile with insouciance

Cultivating this disconnection with every single interaction



You won’t lure me any further

I’ve been drinking too much shadow and now maybe I shall blossom

This misconception of human loneliness must be disregarded



I will stare at life like I never did before

This game is useless and everything so deceptive

My ambitions may look low but so is the price, I cannot win

What’s the meaning of this precious souvenir?

Suppress these feelings



Forget the man you were

Even if we both know that you’d rather be unloved and

Forget the man you were

Nameless than be fictively surrounded



Carrying an everlasting smile with insouciance

I honestly know that demons will not hear me scream and angels won’t see me cry

Isolation is in fact the only thing I require

No false promises await in my nightmares

Nothing, except my own predestined downfall

Look at this smile and think I’m cheerful like you always were