This is the day

When grief pours freezing over me

Like rushing mighty floods

To drown the flame burning in my eyes

Freezing coals in my soul

I ask myself, how came these things to pass?

Sometimes unexpected seconds just arrive too fast

Counting moments always change my life

Counting moments when joy or tears arrive

Counting moments I never will forget

I'll never enter dreams of Eden anymore

The low last edge of the universe

Now all hope's destroyed images burst

Perspectives gone and past

Dreams devide and break

Sudden movements piercing through my life

Unforeseen joy or tears arrive