I woke up again, from this recurrent nightmare.
The night has never seemed so dark.
I'm being swallowed by the abyss,
My life, like brought back to the ether.
My shadow is getting bigger,
And there's nowhere to run.

Get rid of this chronic pain
That drags me through the coldest hell.
There is not much left of who I've been
I just cannot stop dreaming of the end,
I can't stop and it's killing me,
It's fucking killing me.

Someday I might find out where the bliss lurks.
Caught in a web of lies,
I found out that the truth can hurt
Just like a blade, a knife.
I'm about to let go.
I just can't do this on my own.

The pain is haunting my nights,
I'm fucking scared of what tomorrow could be,
And each time I try to face the light
I just don't fucking feel it.

Oh please father show me a sign,
The devil starts to sing for me,
The light begins to fade away.
I fear for my fucking life.

Someday I might find out where the bliss lurks.
Caught in a web of lies,
I found out that the truth can hurt
Just like a blade, a knife.
I'm about to let go.
I just can't do this on my own.