I live in the past
I can't move on beyond the pain
I feel no release
I want to find my peace of mind


My fear (loser) - it's holding me stillborn
My fear (come on) - I'll never be again
(don't fear)


You stole the innocence
From a child to be no more
Blinded by the silence
Afraid to ever speak a word


Thinking on the times of my demise and I wish it
wasn't me the victimized
and I don't know really can't see how I really
couldn't kill the fucker who violated me


and I don't know really can't see how I really
couldn't kill the fucker who violated me