I have to understand
In this irrational world
I have to hide in the darkness
'cause you never try to save me

He made a speech to the people
"Keep it clean"
If it was easy, I wouldn't be here now

No one held their hand to me
Nor did I want to take it
Even if I bathe in light
It's only dazzling to me
I don't want to be nihilistic
Please don't double-cross me

I don't wander, I just hide
I'm not afraid, just standing here
Nothing changes even if I fade
I don't intend to leave here
I don't intend to find right
Darkness is always next to me

You all love touching movies
Give me all the admission fees
Drunk with endless peace
Laugh at stupidity
I refuse to be manipulated anymore
I'm only able to believe in myself

Shut me out
Don't Light Up my hatred
Show me real darkness
Give me more

No one held their hand to me
Nor did I want to take it
Even if I bathe in light
It's only dazzling to me
I don't wanna be nihilistic
Please don't double-cross me

I don't wander, I just hide
I'm not afraid, just standing here
Nothing changes even if I fade
I don't intend to leave here
I don't intend to find right
Darkness is always next to me