Memories concern
Like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume
I'm safer in my room
I don't want to be the one
Who battles always choose
Cuz inside I realize
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm breaking the habit
Cultured my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I dont want to be the one
Who battles always choose
Cuz inside I realize
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I'll paint it on the walls
Cuz I'm the one that falls
I'll never fight again
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
to show you what I mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight