I won’t let this ruin me

My orchestra, my indecision
It all comes back full circle
From grace to all my hate
I never meant to hurt anyone
I came for peace, and for great reason
There is no solace, there’s no alleviation
In all our money, or within her golden teeth

Is this it ? Is this how it goes ?
I am the wretched one, I am the beggar’s hands
It comes back full circle
I cannot help but feel nothing

Pick it up !
Such a bitter friend, change can be
Remind me God, refresh what’s turned to grey
Oh my intentions, you vanish with the wind

Is this it ? Is this how it goes ?
I am the wretched one, I am the harlot’s bones
It comes back full circle
I cannot help but care no more
Is this it ? Is this how it goes ?
It all comes back full circle
It comes back full circle
I cannot help but feel nothing

All that you know...
I am all that you know

He had a vision as to what comes next
So disregard this unholy place