I wish I was free of this

I see her in my dreams
Wish that she wasn't there
But she still haunts me and I still feel her breath on me
Still want to taste her skin
But I know that would kill me

No, damn her
Still, I choke on her lies
Still reeling from her last caress, her goodbye

Oh how this sickens me
This wretched fool's affair
I can't erase this from me
And now it permeates in every thought I feel
The anger writhes in my soul

No, damn her
Still, I feel my stomach turn
Choke back, hold my head high, I'm strong
No, damn her
Still, I choke on her lies
Not reeling
I'm strong

Damn her
Still, I feel my stomach turn
Choke back, hold my head high, I'm strong
(No) Damn her
Still, I choke on her lies
Not reeling
I'm strong

I wish I was free of this