伤痛

I hurt myself today
今天，我弄伤了自己
To see if I still feel
只为证明，自己还没有麻木
I focus on the pain
我注视着自己的伤口
The only thing that's real
或许只有它才是真实的
The needle tears a hole
针尖刺痛了我的皮肤
The old familiar sting
古老而熟悉的疼痛
Try to kill it all away
想忘掉眼前的烦恼
But I remember everything
但我却总是清楚地记着这一切
What have I become?
我到底成了什么样子
My sweetest friend
我最亲爱的朋友
Everyone I know
为什么所有的知己
Goes away in the end
最后都选择了离开
You could have it all
是的，你可以拥有我的一切
My empire of dirt
名誉、地位和金钱
I will let you down
但我依旧会让你失望
I will make you hurt
也会让你受伤
I wear this crown of shit
我戴着可笑的王冠
Upon my liar's chair
端坐在谎言搭建的宝座上
Full of broken thoughts
满心都是凌乱的思绪
I cannot repair
我怎么也无法将它们理清
Beneath the stains of time
时间模糊的痕迹下
The feeling disappears
是我逐渐逝去的感情
You are someone else
你已日渐远去
I am still right here
而我却还在原地
What have I become?
我到底成了什么样子
My sweetest friend
我最亲爱的朋友
Everyone I know
为什么所有的知己
Goes away in the end
最后都选择了离开
You could have it all
是的，你可以拥有我的一切
My empire of dirt
名誉、地位和金钱
I will let you down
但我依旧会让你失望
I will make you hurt
也会让你受伤
If I could start again
如果我可以选择重新开始
A million miles away
在那个早已远去的地方
I would keep myself
我一定会好好做回自己
I would find a way
走自己该走的路