The rain fell harder that night I drove home alone in July
I couldn't tell between the rain or the tears in my eyes
It was all a blur as I realized
I saw your face, I saw your smile
I lost control of the wheel ‘til my knuckles bled
I’m calling out your name but no one heard me scream
“God please save me.”
Cause I don’t want to fall, and I can’t take anymore
The tree around the bend was calling out my name
Like branches to hands begging to take me away
But I ran and always looked back
I always looked back
I always fucking looked back

I often think of the night I drove home alone
swerving back and forth down the street from home
Some nights I wish I hit that tree so death could take me away and finally go to sleep